Thursday, May 14, 2009
my flame are going down liao la...i no longer lust for victory as i do when i was in de past. take for example basketball...when i see someone be it in my team or other team perform very well, i will go ahead and snatch de limelight away from him. but now,
hais...now i become like damn lazy to care abt all this liao la. den my bball skill deprove cuz i like lazy lazy liddat. offence lazy lazy...defend lazy lazy...
even when i want to get myself to be serious it will still end up lazy lazy....jia lat liao la. like no fire liao. where is my 青春!?!!? where is my 热血!?!??! i wan to go back to myself when i was in my sec skul when i have all my confidence and de lust for victory!!!!
arghhh!!!!! where can i find de oil to light my my fire?!!?!?!
i feel so tired now...feel like quiting basketball for awhile.....
i lost de urge to fight again....
11:08 PM