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Sunday, December 14, 2008




o my...



everytings goes up and down like stock market...



it is easy to be at ur peak and at de top of everyone.



however, it is damn hard to maintain.



i experience dis a godly lot of time.



but u know when u are at de top, alot of things starts to change, ur mindset esp.



god...why am i toking about dis.



cuz i realise i have reach a great godly downfall in my basketball...



i experience dis downfall lots of times already.



however, due to my exp, once i overcome dis downfall. u will come back stronger and alot better.



so i must persevere.



i use to train really really really hard in basketball.



cuz dat time i am really mad in it.



i wan to be de best and dun plan to lose in every match i play.



den during dat time, i will be seriouse in every match and to whoever i played with.



ok i know my weakness is like i dun care my team win or lose. i only care if I win or lose.



dats why i seldom and absolutely dunwan to lose anyone in a 1 on 1 match..



i will give my godly best when i play with some1



ok..soon times goes by.



i was like gettting more and more tired.



i know dat dere is damn lot of ppl better den me out dere but i juz dun get de chance to meet.



but it is like u keep winning winning den its start to gets real bored. dats when u reach a peak and starts to slack down...



at dis time, i dun care about winning anymore. i do nt lust for victory so much again and was nt serious if match i play anymore.



(ok..if i sound damn hao lian i apologize..but it is like a mindset i gave myself a long time ago. when u wan to be strong u must tink strong. and also i took pride in de place i am good at)



den as time goes by..i realise somthing...i cant change back dis mindset. dats mean dat will to win has gone and god..i dunno how to explain dis.



and now, i am forcing myself to be better and pushing de minset to win back into me again.



however my body wun listen.



i really dunno how to explain but i am sure dat i cant perform as well as last time.



looks like i have to train everyting frm start again.



i swear to god



i will be de best...serious....de best by December 14 2009.



good day good day!


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